Wednesday, January 12, 2011

ALMOST MY BERFDAY

It's almost my birthday and I got an early present.  Amazon approved me for their associates program.  I'm pretty excited.  :D
Someone just iChatted me...
Nevermind.  His wife keeps calling him.
So tomorrow's my birthday.  Actually the guy that just tried to chat me has the same birthday.  Ha!  I bet that's why he's trying to get through.  Another year has gone by where I've looked a little more failure-ish in the eyes of society.  Or so they say.  I've really been the same all along.  Scratch what society says.  I feel young as f69k and am ready for some new challenges and new cherished memories.  I'm going to do art.  F69k it.  I need 2 do it for my own soul.  That and doing the blogging thing are what I'm most excited about doing this year.  All these years I feel like I've wasted.  Maybe I have.  I know I haven't butt I can't seem to explain it to people so I suppose I lost that argument.  Any way, it's the right thing to do.  I have things I want out of life that I've denied myself.  Scratch that.  Things I need.  So far the year is looking great.  I like having my birthday a couple weeks after New Years.  It's less pressure for the resolution.  I delay it a little bit for that reason.  I quit facebook already.  I had with withdrawals.  I do miss my friends on their.  I haven't balanced out the pros and cons yet butt I don't miss the people I don't miss, I'll say that.  I feel good though.  This co-worker of mine told me yesterday about how facebook killed his website.  He said he made a page and everybody just went to their and his website tanked.  I dunnnno yet.  This year I'm going to rock.  Or folk.  Maybe polka and jazz.  Music is a big part of my life.  My friend who sings with a girls voice because she's a girl found a place where she wants to play.  I've had a lot of female singer influences and unfortunately it's something I just can't replicate so I'll do that.  I'd really like to get some drum action involved at some point so I can crank it up.  Music is art though and I already said art.  I have 22 minutes of this age left.  This year has been filled with catch 22's.  I have a feeling that's common.  This next year I vow...  is this thing on?... I vow to conquer the catch 22's in my life this year.  They have been so annoying.
I have to post this and go.  I have art to make.   :D